Songtext von Control

Pressure consumes me acceptance alludes me. Is this how you want me to be? Pain and affliction from all these addictions, but all I can see is the crowd I run from disease but destruction is easy when it's all I know I drink myself into so pain I can harness have I lost my soul? I've got this poison filling me It drags me down But oh I love the way it tastes Cause it's straight from hell You kill me, you kill me With every lie that you feed You think you've got a hold on me But I'm in control of me I found true love when I dove into bottles And that's all that you had to give In my eyes you gave me all that I needed All that I needed to live Another line another fight another blackout night I live in fear of the things that I love Banished into the darkness with wounds I am tarnished I'm lost and I need an escape I've got this poison filling me It drags me down But oh I love the way it tastes Cause it's straight from +hell You kill me, you kill me With every lie that you feed You think you've got a hold on me But I'm in control of me