Songtext von Shadowboxing

Everyday, I'm working, working, working on me Constantly, I'm holding, holding, holding the beast down Thought it would be easy, easy, easy to leave But, ah, hell, I'm shadowboxing myself I'm paranoid, I'm paralysed I'm half-alive behind the eyes I'm tipsy, tipping on razor edge Don't let the lines inside my head Mother told me: Let it go You've done enough, just let it go But, every night, I fantasise Of kissing you just one more time Painted nails and late-night [cell?], huh Girls and boys all in Hell Baby, touch me, let's get ugly I don't think I'm ready to fall Everyday, I'm working, working, working on me Constantly, I'm holding, holding, holding the beast down Thought it would be easy, easy, easy to leave But, ah, hell, I'm shadowboxing myself Everyday, I'm working, working, working on me I'm over here just crying, crying, crying in the sheets now Thought it would be easy, easy, easy to leave But, ah, hell, I'm shadowboxing myself I've been dancing, but I can't dance I'm in fashion, [?] on my back Every second is a chance, and I'll take it It's a pity never been enough to share Painted nails and late-night [cell?], oh Girls and boys all in Hell Baby, touch me, let's get ugly I don't think I'm ready to fall Everyday, I'm working, working, working on me Constantly, I'm holding, holding, holding the beast down Thought it would be easy, easy, easy to leave But, ah, hell, I'm shadowboxing myself Everyday, I'm working, working, working on me I'm over here just crying, crying, crying in the sheets now Thought it would be easy, easy, easy to leave But, ah, hell, I'm shadowboxing myself Yow (Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh) [?], I'm not bad, oh (Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh) [It's over my head?] (Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh) But, ah, hell, I'm shadowboxing myself Yow (Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh) [?], I'm not bad, oh (Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh) [It's over my head?] (Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh) But, ah, hell, I'm shadowboxing myself Everyday, I'm working, working, working on me Constantly, I'm holding, holding, holding the beast down Thought it would be easy, easy, easy to leave But, ah, hell, I'm shadowboxing myself