Orion lyrics

I'm a foreing to what everyone feels I'm a glimpse of good intentions But my actions has no forgiveness I've always drowned living as the Water is black and turbulent Like the rain permanently flooding Inside my heart Permanently flowing Many things go around me While I was dreaming walking on lost Live and feel much but absent of myself Another day with me is a whole world Just breathing you is another past Full of fights Full of other thing alien to live Loving you, all that molded My years are just disposable figures And I, I'm a comedy Deceit of life, imperfect shape Like a movie, something that entertains Just whom can comprehend I'm something can never be reached I'm seen without purpose, meaningless And at the end of everything I'm just a fataly unfited little being