Black Widow lyrics

Words I couldn't tell you They're still knocking on my head It's not that I still miss you But I won't say that I don't care And I wish it wasn't true That I'm lost since you've been away No, I don't want you back But by that time I'd wish you could stay It doesn't hurt that you are far It hurts because you're gone 'Cause everytime that I see you It's when I try to find my way home And if I say that we are still connected Would you completely disagree? 'Cause every day that I sing to you I feel that you can still hear And yes, I do still sing to you Maybe I just can't let it go But you're the only one who understands Every meaning of each note I'm still scared of the ocean And I bet you still hate spiders I know I'm a black widow But you'll forever be the water