Laughing lyrics

I am broken All the fragments are incrustrated inside my throat In my loneliness I vomit all the pain with blood I am laughing with all the frustration and pain Oh, this fucking pain I'm laughing So many years of frantic suffering Have crushed my brain In my loneliness I vomit all the pain with blood I am laughing with all the frustration and pain Oh, this fucking pain I'm laughing I'm laughing But it's not because of happiness It have never been because of happiness It's just that my brain is so fucked up And nothing makes sense anymore