HAPPY ENDING lyrics

I met God Just for a minute Sat in His house, took a look around And saw I didn't fit in I tried love Gave me something to believe in Planning futures from the start, giving pieces of my heart Just to end up leaving Am I gonna die Trying to find my happy ending? Will I ever know what it's like To be fine without pretending that my skin isn't crawling My demons aren't calling and tearing me to shreds? Am I gonna die Trying to find my happy ending? I got high You name it, I've tried it Sure, I'm sober now and everybody's proud But I miss my vices And I tried to be your hero I lent you my voice I was your poster child, it was working for a while But it didn't fill the void Am I gonna die Trying to find my happy ending? Will I ever know what it's like To be fine without pretending that my skin isn't crawling My demons aren't calling and tearing me to shreds? Am I gonna die Trying to find my happy, find my happy ending? (Woah, woah, woah) find my happy ending (Woah, woah, woah) trying to find my happy ending