Summer of Darkness lyrics

'Ll be the one last breath before this death I'll be the final glimpse of truth when there's none left And if I shame your face, degrade your faith I'll be the first to hide behind disgrace Blood loss, on account of my failing aim Treason, at the root of my shameful name I found my way to fall I never meant to break your heart Breathing in this pain (rejecting all I am) I hear you cry again (is this my final stand?) Before I go (before I lose it all) You should know (I hate myself for hurting you) I see the burn of the light from within my grave I feel the pain of contradiction despite decay And if the shadow of doubt will betray this gain Then put an end to me now while the hope remains Blood loss, on account of my failing aim Treason, at the root of my shameful name I found my way to fall I never meant to break your heart Breathing in this pain (rejecting all I am) I hear you cry again (is this my final stand?) Before I go (before I lose it all) You should know (I hate myself for hurting you) This is not my life This is not our life Every day I die This is not my life