Waiting lyrics

I wonder if they know you, not like I do Breathing in this pain & loss My body grasping for you but you're not around You're not around I'm waiting for you a time ago you seemed so much more I'm waiting for you Alone to you is poison So why do you drink from her I'm real in all my faults, the ones you said you knew but you're not around you're not around Spew your venom on my skin You're not around, You're not around