Wasted lyrics

I'm haunted, restless How can I sleep when I am drowning in this misery? What is this? Your secret? If it's just a mystery than why is it I can't believe In you, in myself Nothing is obvious, and this is what I choose to be If this isn't right for me I make it my disease I've come to far and there is no more hope Wasted, Suffering You were all that I needed Then, but now, I am falling breathless to the Ground and the sea There's no running back to me What is it that I said to make you fall away from me? Wasted, my life, on faded hopes and now I'm running on empty I get what I see I feel this nothing, all it is, is killing me Medicated memories I numb myself and there is no more pain Thoughts that will kill Break me inside Open the wound Deep from within my Heart will deceive Tears will not be Falling from me As I hurt and I bleed Nothingness is Empty and cold Stripped of a soul With nothing to give you Won't mind If I never wake up