Love Long Gone lyrics

tell my love that i'm gone tell my love that i'm gone tell my love that i'm gone not to worry one step and i fall one step and i fall one step and i fall long backwards ride the trian i can't sleep ride the train i can't sleep ride the train i can't sleep you're my sorry(?) sorrow waiting a gun sorrow waiting a gun sorrow waiting a gun it's a hurricane you won't find me cuz i'll leave everything behind tell my father i'm proud tell my father i'm proud tell my father i'm proun to be(?) under him i hope to leave half as much i hope to leave half as much i hope to leave half as much but i failed you now you failed me (?)