Tears of Laughter lyrics

I would be crying tears of laughter If I could see me smile again I still reach for the stars, but all I touch is my horizon I still believe my eyes, but all I see is my blindness I still reach for the stars, but all I touch is my horizon I still believe my ears, but all I hear is lasting silence Like a disciple of a witness I judge upon my sacred eye Still found the origin In what's left of me inside Ca I call this my burden Or is this just my dream to fly ? Weaker, weaker every day I forgot my urge to fly away And is my life as bare as it is ? Cold and lonely enough ? Have you achieved what you were longing for ? Sad enough this cannot be undone I drop my eyes and shiver as I see The reflection in the mirror of me Have you given up, my friend ? Forgiveness be mine