Near The End lyrics

I only disappoint you you only disappoint yourself I know I cant control you you know I cant control myself Im over my head, in and out Im ahead tell me why What are you waiting for I dont want to know but Im already there, and again I dont know myself I dont want to know but Im already near the end I have a curse because of you I have a curse upon myself Im going to reach and pull you Im going to make you hate yourself Im over my head, in and out Im ahead tell me why What are you waiting for I dont want to know but Im already there, and again I dont know myself I dont want to know but Im already near the end I know I know Im not myself Im not myself Im not myself, I know I cant control you but are you .o.k. when Im alright(x2) Im over my head in and out Im ahead Im over my head in and out in your head Im over my head in and out Im ahead Im over your head in and out Im ahead Tell me why What are you waiting for I dont To want to know but Im already there And again I dont know myself I dont want to know, but Im already there Tell me why What are you waiting for.?. I dont want to know but Im already dead. And again, I dont know my self I dont want to know but Im already Near the end