3'S & 4'S lyrics

This guitar I'm holding is my only friend / So I sit alone in the dark in my room again / Headlights flash upon my wall, mind's wandering / I crack a smile and I want to stay awhile / After half an hour it comes back to me / I crack a smile and I want to stay awhile / Can you see now? / Way above the crowd? / Or is it just my fantasy? / See me down at the river washing all my fears away / I only wish that I could stay / See me in my bedroom dreaming all my fears away / I only wish that I could stay