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Am I to blame for this? You owe me! you owe me!!!!!!!! Apologize!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I despise I disgust My self destructive lust Afraid to die Begging to turn the Tide Being served like a whore I stick in, I adore My fantasies Are all this empty Take away the sorrow and sadness Take away the pain Let me be Am I to blame for this? You owe me! you owe me!!!!!!!! Apologize!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Take away the sorrow and sadness Take away the pain No way out