Original lyrics

EN

I draw my past in shadows Creation of the world, stormy echoes I am the reflex of the black mud I am the cruelty - carnage and blood I can´t live inside of me I wanna scream: why? Everything around is waiting for the moment To say the last good-bye The force of eternity Suicidal nightmare Magic, fantasy Travel to the other side - beware Course of the slavery Begin the sacrifice Created by the enemy Ready to decide - the madman cries Deep sleep - there´s no return I wanna wake up - i can´t stand this sensation Bad trip, hallucination Nowhere to run, total depression I cannot fall asleep I can´t fight - i feel weak It´s a war inside of me It´s a war inside of me I am the reflex of the black mud I am the cruelty - carnage and blood I can´t live inside of me I wanna scream: why? Everything around is waiting for the moment To say the last good-bye The force of eternity Suicidal nightmare Magic, fantasy Travel to the other side - beware Course of the slavery Begin the sacrifice Created by the enemy Ready to decide - the madman cries I cannot fall asleep I can´t fight - i feel weak It´s a war inside of me It´s a war inside of me The nightmare ends When i open my eyes And i feel i´m still alive