My Hair Holds Memories lyrics

Am I too feminine to keeping score? Or just someone they just abhor? What if I’m not a man anymore? Where’s the end of this inner war? They told me that I look different A new version more confident But I kinda regret it An atitude so imprudent I did it because I love him And secrets kisses at the gym The shame under my skin Is the price of this sin I was holding this scissor with pain While my curls were fading away I’m crafting some new melodies 'Cause my hair holds memories Holding this mask again And lying that I’m still sane Smoking is like a remedy 'Cause my hair holds memories Could this be an identity crisis My new version is outrageous An environmental virus Where sadness is contagious I just don’t understand The way I was abducted My ego is out of command Skip another pill and I’ll be corrupted I was holding this scissor with pain While my curls were fading away I’m crafting some new melodies 'Cause my hair holds memories Holding this mask again And lying that I’m still sane Smoking is like a remedy 'Cause my hair holds memories I was holding this scissor with pain While my curls were fading away I’m crafting some new melodies 'Cause my hair holds memories Holding this mask again And lying that I’m still sane Smoking is like a remedy 'Cause my hair holds memories