The Negative Trend lyrics

I don't know what to say I don't know how to feel I must find my own way At least, pain is real Destruction is always near The end has become a friend I've become, over the years The negative trend To find the meaning of life First I must die And then, when death arrives I should cry Destruction is always near The end has become a friend I've become, over the years The negative trend To end this suffering I have to finish my walk The last negative feeling Will be the reason for the next talk Destruction is always near The end has become a friend I've become, over the years The negative trend