Not Dead but Not Alive lyrics

I'm feeling dead But I'm alive Mirror, mirror on the wall Was I always meant to fall? If everything is supposed to be Then why, why did they choose me? I can’t sleep and I can’t eat I’ve lost reality I can’t sleep and I can’t eat I’ve got no guarantees I'm not dead but I'm not alive I'm not living, I'm tryna survive I'm not dead but I'm not alive I'm not living, I'm tryna survive I'm not dead but I don’t feel alive I'm not living, I'm tryna survive I'm tryna survive Mirror, mirror on the wall Was I always meant to fall? They say I’ve got time But time's not on our side Everyday I'm feeling weaker Everyday this void gets deeper If everything was supposed to be Then why, why did they choose me? I'm not dead but I'm not alive I'm not living, I'm tryna survive I'm not dead but I'm not alive I'm not living, I'm tryna survive I'm not dead but I don't feel alive