Sadness & Hesitation lyrics

In soothing happiness I sleep In screaming loneliness I wake Torment and suffering I bare Torment and suffering I'll share With no hope my life's degrading With no hope I see my candle fading I place my hands and I call your name Let me be cleansed of this mind game Panic and depression, falls hard on my weak mind I see my end is close, sadness and hesitation Once forgotten always lost Trapped inside I pay the cost My sick thoughts I tried to share No one would listen non would care With no hope my life's degrading With no hope I see my candle fading I place my hands and I call your name Let me be cleansed of this mind game Panic and depression, falls hard on my weak mind I see my end is close, sadness and hesitation With no hope my life's degrading My candle's fading And I call your name Panic and depression, falls hard on my weak mind I see my end is close, sadness and hesitation