Instability lyrics

Who's to blame for my suffering? Why can't I find relief? Feels like someone's out to get me That's just something that the weak believe A layer of dust on my brain upon the shelf You can't blame the shovel for the hole I dug myself Broke, stuck, staring at the screen Nothing on my mind, a slave to the routine This instability My own worst enemy Bitter hostility I know I'm what's killing me This instability My own worst enemy Bitter hostility I know I'm what's killing me No ambition, no goals, no self-respect No one else to care, what did I expect? Change of scenery won't help, I'm sure I'll find Never mind the state you're in, all about your state of mind A layer of dust on my brain upon the shelf I can't blame the shovel for the hole I dug myself Low, strange, don't wanna be clean A loner a creep, at home in the obscene This instability My own worst enemy Bitter hostility I know I'm what's killing me This instability My own worst enemy Bitter hostility I know I'm what's killing me I'm what's killing me I'm what's killing me I'm praying for a miracle Cause right now (Right now) I feel like I'm invisible Don't tell me how to deal Cause this to me is real You probably think that you're invincible Don't offer an apology Don't need your fucking sympathy I know i'm not who I wanna be I'm the only reason for my misery This instability My own worst enemy Bitter hostility I know I'm what's killing me This instability My own worst enemy Bitter hostility I know I'm what's killing me This instability My own worst enemy Bitter hostility I know I'm what's killing me I'm what's killing me I'm what's killing me