All These Questions lyrics

Do you look on me with sympathy Or maybe disappointment Is this where I'm meant to be Is this what you wanted Am I the seed that fell on rocky soil Past the point of growing And if I threw it all away Is there any way of knowing Mmmm, mmmm Is it down to my self-discipline To keep from being broken Or am I in this lowly place Because of how I've fallen Or could it be just apathy That says my faith is dying Or maybe it's the enemy Trying to keep me silent Mmmm, mmmm Mmmm, mmmm Could this be the evidence That I was never chosen Is it to my detriment That I have been this open Do I grieve you Lord above By asking all these questions Or have You waited there for me To answer when I ask them Mmmm, mmmm