Painting Myself a Darker Day lyrics

I've been painting shadows on the wall With the light of the time that I've been burning To get my life in order Always moving Always on the verge of breaking Sometimes I just need silence And the stillness of an empty place Sometimes, I don't have what it takes to be near another I don't have what it takes I need space to not think I don't mean to make you feel like I don't care About the precious moments when our time intersects I'm just nеrvous for the future Exhausted by thе present Hands are shaking and always on the verge of beating myself Into the ground Where I can get some sleep I'm so desperate for sleep