Longing lyrics

I feel ugly, I'm so tired Trying to make it all make sense I ask you to hold me Hold me like never before I might break I don't know how much more I can take I ask you It's getting to me again I know you've never seen me like this It's getting to me again You don't want to see me like this I'm spitting up life again I'm feeling it all again Choking I don't want you to see me like this Lay your hands on me Your skin is warm You could heal me - heal me Just show me there's more I know you've never seen me like this I never wanted you to see me like this Choking I don't want you to see me lie this I don't want you to see me lie this I don't want you to see me lie this I never wanted any of this