Blessed lyrics

New life, new world of fortune and pain Where I will live I will die, I will suffer I was born to see all falling down We're after God, divine reality Trying to understand The reason why we're here We're born in rage and pain We use small parts of brain All turning all insane You're on my way On my way, on my way Losing my soul In vain, in vain With cold and evil With all my strength I never felt it but it's so strange Am I ruled by God or satanic forces? I try to forget it But this shit don't get off my brain We're after God, divine reality I can't get enough, my wish I can't believe We're after life again We've no more rules of pain This is collective search You're on my way On my way, on my way Losing my soul In vain - in vain With cold and evil My destiny? Where's the melting truth? Inside my mind? Reality? Where's my fucking truth? Before my eyes?