Not OK lyrics

Picture this in your mind I'm by your side Just waiting to find the real reason why I feel this way about you Breath and feel the high I'm ok Watch the time fly by And I'm ok Picture this, I'm by your side Not in your mind Still waiting, left behind, kept away Hope is why I'm coping I'm sick of wasting my time with you Never knowing what I should do I'm sick of wasting my life with you Sick of waiting for something true Just leave me here Far away Out of sight I'm hurting Breath and feel the high I'm ok Watch the time fly by I'm ok Words turn into lies Not ok Take away my pride I'm not ok