Pointless lyrics

So fucking tired So fucking empty and despite all this I still can't sleep Sick of this constant ache that keeps me awake Sick of this constant daze and my vacant gaze My visions turning grey from how I self medicate So I'll sit awake for days and watch all the colours fade I am so alone And it's pointless Dying late at night Disappointment I'm not worth any of your time I'm not worth any of your time I'm tired of this loneliness It's something that a bottle cannot fix But I need to be numb so I'll sink and I'll drink Sat in the dark, can't breathe And all I can see are these phosphenes Please help me All this love I feel that I am owed I will never receive I will never be enough Because you and I are few and far between I am so alone And it's pointless Dying late at night Disappointment I'm not worth any of your time Trapped inside a mind that makes me feel alone I can't hear a thing but my constant drone It's pointless Crying late at night Disappointment I'm not worth any of your time