And lyrics

And this is just another sad song I can't deny that I've been needing one And that the world is always at fault And we did nothing, how did we do wrong And I've been thinking that when we thought The world would break us, that we weren't wrong But it's just never been the world outside And sonder kinda has me terrified And I'm so sorry I can't find the time Spend all my days over preoccupied And I've been thinking 'bout how I'd react If you were me and I was ghosted out And I know I should try more But I've been so caught in my own small shit that I can't see Past the nothing around me But I've been trying really fucking hard not to try so hard Really fucking hard to just let go Really fucking hard not to try so hard And realise I've nowhere left to go