Through That Door lyrics

I'm still waiting for the day when life begins Waiting for the tide to roll in - To drown me? It seems like nothing matters, nothing really true Nothing's ever really up to me - Or you Anywhere I turn to find the strength I need so bad I end up disappointed and sad, so sad If I go through that door alone I'll save myself But I'd be leaving you behind If I go through that door alone I'll find the strength But never ever in control Just a glimpse into the future Would help to ease my mind Help me stand against the test of time Maybe what I want is not the same as I deserve I just want to live and learn, learn, learn If I go through that door alone I'll save myself But I'd be leaving you behind If I go through that door alone I'll find the strength But never ever in control No matter what you do just stick to your beliefs When destiny repeats itself just turn the other cheek If I go through that door alone I'll save myself But I'd be leaving you behind If I go through that door alone I'll find the strength But never ever in control Of my own fate