Bastard lyrics

Learned my living just to drink So bored inside, I have Nothing to eat I'm on the brink of despair My heart won't talk, my footsteps can't find the right way The words are missing... Dreaming is lying to everyone My brothers are far away God's turning his back on me Angels don't save me anymore My heart won't talk, my footsteps can't find the right way Music is near me, I'm always on My guards