It's Not Just a Party, It's a Funeral lyrics

They will find my corpse on the shower floor. And with my bleeding wrists will be a note that explains all of this. "Dear friends and family, I hope that you can understand." I could not handle the fear and regret, knowing I ruined my only chance. A lesson in carelessness. Let my grave stand as proof. You've only got one chance, so take advantage. I will burn in hell for my selfishness. [x2] I will burn in hell. But you'll see me reach for angel wings. You've only got one chance, so take advantage. I know the backlash. Call me a coward all you want. I know the truth is that I am free. I am free! [x5]