Godspit lyrics

I've found a God and he spit on my face And from The depths of his throat he calls awake I was Just a child when life started beating me Still can taste The blood in my tongue I was afraid that God had forsaken me So I've prayed at the top of my lungs I've found God and he spit on my face And from The depths of his throat he calls awake Again Worse than death Is to have nothing to live Nothing to believe So I've elected art my majesty I've found God and he spit on my face And from The depths of his throat He calls awake Should I be afraid? Will this feeling go away?