Beachwood lyrics

I'm not feeling any loyalty to where I'm from Since I have been without I'm not gonna pay back any loan You think I'll crawl back for some white attention And for a moment in time This weight in my heart Is shot away into the sun Lightning shooting up your crooked spine and bloated gut That's how I'll return here Blackmail, chemtrails, blacklist We've got all your shit on file ready for our attention And for a moment in time This pain in my heart Is shot away into the sun I'm not feeling any loyalty to where I'm from Since I have been without