Sympathy Trap lyrics

It's never so bad I believe that even now and though I feel so weird I keep hanging around no matter how long it's gonna pay off I can't think of something else I can't have a thought, a thought of my own I'm back in the red, alone I wasn't gonna pay up I wasn't gonna charge myself I wasn't gonna let you slide I wasn't gonna charge myself now that were both sides see through the same eyes I wasn't gonna charge myself