Letra de Behold, Malevolence

I can feel it inside, begging as it's confined (To let it out of my twisted mind) Clawing at the walls of my skull (It's like I'm being sucked into a black hole) I'm trying my best, it's getting hard to suppress (How am I supposed to live like this?) Self-medication isn't working Like fuel on a fire it keeps burning I can feel it inside, begging as it's confined To let it out of my twisted mind Clawing at the walls of my skull It's like I'm being sucked into a black hole I'm trying my best, it's getting hard to suppress How am I supposed to live like this? Self-medication isn't working Like fuel on a fire it keeps burning Mundane, every day is the same Running from my past of shame A fake smile to hide the pain My veins are turning black, eyes roll to the back The urge to feed on your flesh grows stronger My skin is turning pale, peeling off my nails I can't suppress the urge any longer Behold Behold malevolence Behold Behold malevolence Are you afraid of the dark? I can hear your heart beating faster as I come closer Blood dripping from my mouth like black ink Coagulating around rancid meat I've lost all sense of who I am A monster hiding in the shell of a man There's nothing that you can do or say There's only hell to pay I've evolved from a man into a monster A monster hiding in the shell of a man There's only one way to live in a world Where the issues we face are solved with violence Where the issues we face are solved with violence Where everything is solved with violence With blood in my cup overflowing I'd like to raise a toast to violence With blood in my cup overflowing I'd like to raise a toast to violence