Letra de classic j dies and goes to hell part 1

How could I ever sleep at night? My conscience left me petrified Staring at the ceiling wide awake Reliving all my worst mistakes Til I finally got a decent job And I got a place I'll never own We'll knock some holes into the walls To make it feel more like a home How could I ever sleep at night? When you left you left me paralyzed Tryna keep my head above the waves Holding out for brighter better days And you boys just lift me up to let me down Every single time you come around I'm making friends who don't know who I am Tryna turn the hurt into a brand How could I ever sleep at night? I'm blue dreaming about the better times Anything to bring me close to you Anything to take me back to Friday nights Foggy streets and Christmas lights Wake me up on Saturday Grab my hand and float away Into the abyss again And I will always be your friend So grab my hand Take my hand I can't do this alone Friday nights Foggy streets and Christmas lights Wake me up on Saturday Grab my hand and float away Into the abyss again And I will always be your friend (Be your friend!) So grab my hand Take my hand I can't do this alone Friday nights Foggy streets and Christmas lights Wake me up on Saturday Grab my hand and float away Into the abyss again And I will always be your friend (I'll be your friend!) So grab my hand Take my hand I can't do this alone Na na na na nana na na Na na na na nana na na Na na na na nana na na We'll make this feel more like a home