Letra de Promise

I told a lot of lies And called it a compromise To keep you in your seat I was so afraid to lose But the things that I did to you You would never do to me Why do I? Why do I do it? Why do I do it? You wanna hold my hand I make a fist A false promise And even if you said you would forgive me I don't know if I could ever say I'm sorry I don't know if I (You said you would) I don't know if I can I don't know if I (You said you would) I don't know if I can So, i look at you now Bruised and broken down By what you thought was love You tell me you want to stay And you wanna watch me change But I'm scared, so, I tell you to fuck off Why do I? Why do I do it? Why do I do it? You wanna hold my hand I make a fist A false promise And even if you said you would forgive me I don't know if I could ever say I'm sorry I don't know if I (You said you would) I don't know if I can I don't know if I (You said you would) I don't know if I can Mean hearted girls will kill their loves to hurt themselves They can't believe that they deserve anything else And even if you said you know that I'm sorry I don't know if I could ever forgive me I don't know if I (You said you would) I don't know if I can I don't know if I (You said you would) I don't know if I can I don't know if I (You said you would) I don't know if I can I don't know if I (You said you would) I don't know if I can I told a lot of lies And called it a compromise To keep you (You said you would)