Letra de Past Tense

I've always hated credit scenes They remind me all my favorite things Have an ending (mmm, mmm) And then I start to overthink And I spiral on eternity And it sends me (mmm, mmm) Deep into a tizzy Till I'm nice and dizzy Like am I enough? (Am I enough?) Am I on the cusp of everything I can be? Know that it sounds campy But it's keeping me up When my now, turns into was Will I be proud of who I have been? When my skin's all wrinkled and rough Will I be proud of who I have been? When I know how it all happened? And I'm talking in past tense When I'm gray and medicated Just to keep my heart from fading Don't want to hate the retrograding Want to be proud of what I've made and All the stories that I'm saying Til the bittersweets all I'm tasting I can feel my body wasting But the thought of the end It doesn't send me Deep into a tizzy Till I'm nice and dizzy Like am I enough? Am I on the cusp pf everything I can be? Know that it sounds campy But it's keeping me up When my now Turns into was Will I be proud of who I have been? When my skin's all wrinkled and rough Will I be proud of who I have been? When I know how it all happened And I'm talking in past tense Seconds to minutes to hours to days Then I turn around and it's been a decade Don't want to focus on the things I'd change Now I'm motion sick watching time fly away Seconds to minutes to hours to days When my time's been spent It's all purchased and paid I don't want to focus on the things I'd change Just want to be happy with who I became Seconds to minutes to hours to days Then I turn around and it's been a decade Don't want to focus on the things I'd change Now I'm motion sick watching time fly away Seconds to minutes to hours to days When my time's been spent It's all purchased and paid I don't want to focus on the things I'd change Just want to be happy with who I became When my now Turns into was Will I be proud of who I have been? When I know how it all happened And I'm talking in past tense