Letra de selfdestructive

Nothing is ever Ever enough for me Wanna do better I wish I could believe There's nothing wrong with me Ooh, yeah But I keep changing my mind Been here way too many times Even though I see the signs They're not that hard to read Not who I wanna be Who's gonna love me Gonna love me When the lights go out I keep going round in circles Tryna figure out Find a reason Why I'm running away, from my feelings I'm self destructive Who's gonna love me Gonna love me When the lights go out I keep going round in circles Tryna figure out Find a reason Why I'm running away, from my feelings I'm self destructive Bottled emotions Taking a toll on me Deep like an ocean Making it hard to breathe Hard to breathe But I keep changing my mind Been here way too many times Even though I see the signs They're not that hard to read Not who I wanna be Oh, yeah Who's gonna love me Gonna love me When the lights go out I keep going round in circles Tryna figure out Find a reason Why I'm running away, from my feelings I'm self destructive Who's gonna love me Gonna love me When the lights go out I keep going round in circles Tryna figure out Find a reason Why I'm running away, from my feelings I'm self destructive I keep running and running away Round in circles but I’ll find my way I keep running and running away It ain’t forever I’ll learn to love me better