Letra de Doldrums

My system initializes, though startup brings such pain Only a supporting program in a cold machine ballet Simple step in a complex design, an insignificant wheel Whose purpose will never evolve, an interchangeable cog Existence to facilitate, a crutch for the weak A broken whipping boy, forever incomplete My ship adrift at sea, the compass will not spin Clouds hide the stars from me, oh how i pray for wind The burden of self awareness carries such a price Leading wheels to believe That they can be more than what they are Arcane mechanical pageantry, cycling without a pause The ritual perpetuates, the show must go on I was created to serve, never afforded a choice All i want is to scream, but was built without a voice I am the house gutted by fire, i've nothing left inside A shell seen to the world, such emptiness it hides I am a living sacrifice, an effigy of myself A machine upon his cross, an antique up on the shelf Who is god to the machine? is it man who built this thing? Or that which has made the man? where do i turn? Help me, save me