Letra de Self Destructive

Self-destructive tendencies That I have are killing me slowly But that's fine I like the way it feels Yeah, I, I like the way it feels When I think that I'm leaving And I hurt myself to prove that I'm human Where did I go wrong this time? If I don't wake up I'm better off I'll finally catch up on my sleep I've been so lost 3 am thoughts Are building a new home just for me If I don't wake up I'm better off I'll finally catch up on my sleep I've been so lost 3 am thoughts (ayy) Are building a new home just for me Tell me I won't be this way forever I can't do this for much longer Does anyone give a fuck? I don't think that's the case I wanna be anywhere else but here Lately it's been getting hard to feel But I'm getting used to it (I'm getting used to it) If I don't wake up I'm better off I'll finally catch up on my sleep I've been so lost 3 am thoughts (ayy) Are building a new home just for me (If I don't wake up) (If I don't wake up) If I don't wake up I'm better off I'll finally catch up on my sleep I've been so lost 3 am thoughts Are building a new home just for me