The Harsh Truth lyrics

Is it enough to say I wanted it Just how long until my heart catches up with my body If the day don't come and I destroy myself Will it all have been for nothing I watched the road split in two What am I to do? I put myself on trial Against the harsh truth Stress lifted turning into stress shifted Could the distance have made me distant Measuring loss in miles crossed Is there something that I'm missing Held hostage by my youth What am I supposed to do? Don't make any sudden moves And nobody gets hurt