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I care about what people think too much You can't imagine all the things I've done When I've been hurting And don't feel worthy If I could say I'm sorry one more time You would lie and say that it's alright We both know you hate it But can I change it One step forward two steps back Would you even notice that I'm trying to be better Than before I don't know what I'm fighting for The warning signs I can't ignore Tryna break the habit once again I can feel the walls are closing in Don't know what I'm fighting for If my habits never change I know that I'm my own worst enemy But confrontation is so hard for me I give in so easy I even doubt me Everything about me feels so wrong I'm understanding that I don't belong I want to I promise But I'm so self conscious I don't know what I'm fighting for The warning signs I can't ignore Tryna break the habit once again I can feel the walls are closing in Don't know what I'm fighting for If my habits never change One step forward two steps back Would you even notice that I'm trying to be better Than before I don't know what I'm fighting for The warning signs I can't ignore Tryna break the habit once again I can feel the walls are closing in Don't know what I'm fighting for If my habits never change If my habits never change I don't know what I'm fighting for The warning signs I can't ignore