Time-tables lyrics

Those moments of serenity Those dream-like instants I knew I could let go And the time would still be What once seemed so hard Begins to feel so simple And what is I can't comprehend To be in this Disabled state of mind Unable to completely indemnify All the wrongs of the time passed As the world Continues to stretch I still can recognize myself What should I have to be afraid of? When did I become A potion of poison My test in courage Is to go through life To earn my blood-red stains