Pigeon lyrics

Not sure what day it is When I stopped counting it My time's been wasted Been thinking of him I wonder if he remembers my brother's name I only said it once but was he listening? It's the little things That just aren't the same I used to make my bed But now I see no point in it He's awake the whole time that I'm asleep Maybe that's why I don't see him in my dreams Don't know what to do (don't) I have nothing to do (no) There's nowhere to go (go) I just stay at home I sent a pigeon with a note to his house I hope he hung it up but probably threw it out I sent a pigeon with a note to his house I hope he hung it up but probably threw it out I wish I knew but I am too afraid to ask I should just let it go but I can't not look back