Rain For Years lyrics

I've lived in rain for years and years Soaked in doubt, drenched in fears Tried to build a fire inside But every spark just slowly died This heart don't beat, it just survives A broken clock that never lies The sun don't rise, it just pretends And I forgot how hope begins I wore my scars like second skin But you just laughed and looked within And saw the boy I used to be Still drowning quietly in me