Illusions lyrics

Illusions As I lay in my bed - bed of death I turn my head - sunbeam in my eyes I wish awake - or that I had fled And that I had not told them all lies As I turn my head in bed I face the black side of my soul The sun vanish through the darkening still I wish awake - or that I had not led me kill - ME Keep it in the closet - hide it underneath the bed I regret (that I was not able to bleed) My soul had not bled Looking through the misty clouds towards the heavens I had hoped that I would have gotten a glimpse of me Instead a raven roars through my sight It has come to tell me "You will never be to see another day!" No more will I in life swell Forever (eternity) in darkness dwell - if I ever was? I could have been - should have seen My destiny rushing pass me But I was too obsessed with my own It might have been - might have seen That I never have been