Sideways lyrics

No, this is not the way Feel like I lost control I know my own enemy Looking back in the mirror at me Is it fine as a line crossed in my mind Live or die, I just don't know Paranoid and annoyed, better keep My eyes my eyes locked to the ground I wanna go straight but I'm so sideways (sideways) When everything's right I show the wrong face I tell myself it's what I needed But each time I win I feel defeated Fake animosity Every time I call you out I feel the insanity Pulling me in all directions It's not enough just to kill my vanity You won't stop me till nothing's left I'll fight back but I come up empty Losing ground instead I wanna go straight but I'm so sideways (sideways) When everything's right I show the wrong face I tell myself it's what I needed But each time I win I feel defeated I burnt all alone Full of faith on my own So I do, I try I've been all but thrown away But I won't drown in my sorrow I fight to stay alive I wanna go straight but I'm so sideways (sideways) When everything's right I show the wrong face I tell myself it's what I needed But each time I win I feel defeated I wanna go straight but I'm so sideways (sideways) When everything's right I show the wrong face I tell myself it's what I needed But each time I win I feel defeated