Leaving it Up to Me lyrics

Leaving it up to me Dropped your number somewhere Didn't call I know you're never there Didn't try because I don't care Now I'm happy like the sun can shine I've improved my personality You were a friend but you were never mine Now I know you never trusted me Patterns in my wasted time Scattered am I, that's allright You're leaving it up to me Leaving it up to me Ain't it funny, no it's not at all Watch another brother fall Watch another friend leave Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me Patterns in my wasted mind Leaving it up to me Left me with an empty heart Try again but don't know where to start The ice broke but we floated apart Patterns in my scattered mind Wasted am I, all the time Leaving it up to me