Eating My Words lyrics

Stop putting words in my mouth They taste better when they’re coming out Still I can’t help but choke them down When you’re around but I can’t seem to keep it down Don’t let it go to your head I’m not here for my health If I was then I’d be dead Instead I’m testing my patience Waiting around for you to be gracious I’ll never let go Don’t be afraid I’m on the front lines to fight for you Last time I said goodbye I thought my good years were washed up Hung out to dry With the mindset that everything Was fine but then I realized That it was right in front of my eyes Everyday I’m smashed and ripped And torn to bits that never fit the mold But I recognize the way that I was never really whole