HOLDING PATTERNS lyrics

I thought I’d call it home for a little Do you ask yourself where I’ve gone? I know I said it might be forever But forever don’t feel like enough I thought there’d be more of an ending The clocks still spin on and on And I know I said to step on the embers ‘Cause embers don’t burn like the Sun I feel the oceans rise Feel fire, ice, and snow My shadows come to pull me away Into the dark below Was I ever meant to know? I thought I’d call it home for a little I’ve already gone too far You know I meant to start all this over And you know I’ll start it again I thought there’d be more of an ending The clocks still spin on and on And I know you said you kept all the letters But never knew why they were sent I feel the oceans rise Feel fire, ice, and snow My shadows come to pull me away Into the dark below But I will bite the hand ‘Cause these holding patterns never meant To keep me here alone Forever’s such a long time to wait So I’ll carry on Was I ever meant to know? I feel the oceans rise Feel fire, ice, and snow My shadows come to pull me away Into the dark below But I will bite the hand ‘Cause these holding patterns never meant To keep me here alone Forever’s such a long time to wait So I’ll carry on Was I ever meant to know?